TUESDAY 3/11

DAY BEFORE WEIGH-IN

I dread the mornings that Antionne changes into his workout clothes because I know what’s coming. “Niki, let’s go.” I am the “chosen one” when it comes to working out with Antionne. I hate it but at the same time I really love that I am pushed to do levels I would never do alone. The entire time I am side by side with him I want to stop and take a breather but I can hear him say, “YOU CAN MAKE YOUR BODY DO ANYTHING FOR AN HOUR.” It is so hard but I have the Antionne voice pulling me through.
I made it through this morning’s workout and then headed to Covington to attend class. I really hate going to school with all this training and work going on.
My two sons just started baseball last night and I missed their first practice. But I will try to make it soon.
I am really wondering about tomorrow’s rule 5A. I mean we are down to 6 people and the 6 that are left are the ones who REALLY work their booties off to still be here. I hate to keep seeing people drop out when those of us who are left want it more than anything. How do you go through this for 2 weeks and then just quit? I mean using your kids as an excuse is even worse. YES children get sick but you could call like before and let Antionne and Matt know whats up. They would excuse you but you didn’t call and then when your entire team calls you, you don’t answer the phone. COME ON!! We all (FOOD FIGHTERS) know what really happened the morning before and that was coward of you to just walkout. I am just pissed but at the same time I have to agree with Abizzle about this being a competition and that just gets more people out of the way quicker. But I’m still pissed. I want everyone to do well in this and QUITTING IS NOT AN OPTION!

Ok! Enough ranting and raving. I am excited to see what will go down tomorrow and to see how much weight everyone is still losing! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO’S LEFT!