Wednesday 3/26

Was that mean what I said yesterday? I am not gonna get on here and lie by telling you all that everyday is an awesome ride on the merry-go-round! I have been on this for so long now that I am becoming dizzy of going round and round. I am sick of it. I am not saying that I am sick of becoming healthy, or eating healthy. I am sick of all the drama associated with this. You can say what you want about me, that is your right. No ones words can hurt me. I am the only one with the power to allow you to bother me and trust me, no one can bother me. You say that I am overweight because I am full of hate? LMAO!! So only fat people are full of hate? What an idiot. I needed a good laugh today and that cheered me up! The only person I have to prove myself to is myself and I have proved that I have busted my as$ to lose 33lbs. in a month! WHAT? Did you hear that? 33lbs. I have lost more than anyone in this competition, weight and percentage. Not that I am getting the bighead but damn how much more should I have to prove? I do have horrible days just like the next person and when those days arrive I let people know. Let me say it again, I will not get on here and make people believe that this is an easy thing to do and everyday is great. We have cried, laughed, pushed, and each one of us deserve a little more respect than the peps who get on here being smartasses are giving. But then again I am not here for those people so it doesnt really matter! I am very proud of what I have accomplished thus far! I never thought it would or could be possible. Thanks to my trainers and my team, april and stacey! WE DID IT!!! LOOK HOW FAR WE HAVE COME!!! 2 WEEKS LEFT! DID YOU EVER THINK WE WOULD SAY ONLY 2 WEEKS LEFT? AWESOME!!!