Memphis' BIGGEST Loser

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I really enjoyed my workout tonight. I was able to sneak away to our morning hiding place. The time I spent there was well needed. I have so many thoughts about all that is and has happened. I miss my Kracken sooo much! We have been joined at the hip since day 2. (I didn’t like her day 1) lol... j/k! I am so lonely without her. I feel like Linus without my blanket. I need my blanket!!!
I am now paired/matched/forced with Lindsey. For those who know me know that I am very easy going and I get along with ANYBODY! Or at least that is what I thought. I thought I could get along with anyone until Lindsey. For some reason she and I just do not and will not click. Shit we won't even pretend to click. I am not fake and I will not be fake. If this is how things are then that’s just how they are. No need to make things better or worse than reality.
Throughout life you can never have too many friends. I love all my friends. They are each unique in their own way, which makes them special in different ways. But being in this contest and meeting all these “different” people I have learned a lot. I have seen so many sad, funny, angry, hateful, and competitive people. Kracken is a funny, happy girl. She is so full of life and always makes you smile. (Except for last Wednesday). Ashley is a surprise nugget I MISS HER SOOOO MUCH! She was also great to be around. Christy was a sweetheart. Rachel was kind of shy and kept to herself. Monika was “better” than everyone. Not in a bad way either. She just had her shit together and has been there done that. Stacey is so different than anyone else I have ever met IN A GOOD WAY. She is as nice as can be but sometimes she talks way too much, WHICH I LOVE CAUSE WHEN IN THE HOT BOX SHE WILL TALK SO MUCH THAT TIME FLYS! Gotta love her. Odessa was a hoot! She was funny and she had to watch Mr.Hightower every freakin morning! LOL!! As far as the people on the Gut Busters, I really did not get a chance to get to know them. But from standing on the outside looking in I have seen such sadness from some and such laughter and life from others.
We only have 5 days left and I will carry the friendships I have made here with me. I have learned a lot from this experience and I will always cherish these 8 short weeks that have changed my life forever.

I will stand beside any of my friends no matter what. My girls are my EVERYTHING! Holly, I do want to thank you for getting pissed off about the week 5 video and standing up for me. I would have done the same thing in a split second.
“If your gonna shot up the place, I'm gonna bring the bullets!”